my skin is drying out, cracking and bleeding. and it reminds me of you.
devochka was the first random artist this morning. it reminded me of you.
theres a painting on my wall that you painted. it reminds me of you.
i went to the tattered cover last night. that place reminds me of you.
dirty cars, photobooths, polaroids, tofu, kung fu, familiar faces, dandelions, laughter, paint, style, purple and green and pale yellow, holding hands, spoons, moons, so many great things are tucked away in this mind. they reappear all the time. but i almost wish they would just stay in the memories. i have a hard time letting go of something wonderful but its time to let it die. there is nothing to be holding on to anymore. i dont like having to spend the little time we share catching up. and like someone said last night, you cant go down without a fight, but really what am i fighting for anymore? what we had 2 years ago when life was more simple? you make time for the important things in life and though you may argue, some things you just cant hide. so im saying goodbye. to the old. hello to the new. i understand now that some things fade out in order for new things to grow, and though im still waiting for those new things, you needed me to fade out to make way for all the other great things happening in your life. im letting this die...
