this has been some week ya know? ive never really completely understood shut doors until this week when they've been slammed in my face. im on the virge of independence but also just shut out of a safe bet. supposed to be relying completely on a god i dont understand and trusting that eveything will work out. things are changing. and ending. and beginning. im glad that my walls are green and purple. im blessed because my dad has the same heart as his dad, and hopefully it was passed down to me as well. im relieved in a way, that i dont have to quit, that someone did it for me. im nervous for what will come of new people in my life, but mostly excited. it seems im always figuring something out, i just dont think ive ever done so much of it in such a short amount of time.
hope is alive
