these ever so floating thoughts.
tonight was good. damn gravity. tonight i felt a sense of relief to know that im not the only one that feels lonely anymore. i want you to be happy. misery loves company and i understand why now. anyone that tries to drag you down is not worth your time. i dont know how long or how many times it will take me to get that in my head. here are a few hints about me: when i have things on my mind i want to talk it out, but if that window of time passes i'll shut off. i lock myself in my head and i dont come out til morning. i make the best "art" when im upset or processing something. i work things out through my fingertips usually. i also process things in lists. i love the feeling of someone actually seeing me when they look at me. there was a fellow tonight that saw me. or so it seemed? it very rarely seems that this world exists without judgement. but those few times i feel that it does are very perfect times. weightless and free.
how many times a day
do you do something a certain way
out of fear or what someone might say?
