tiny hands reaching for something fragile that is a little to far from her grasp. i feel like a lost child. in this limbo between cluelessness and instinct. my heart aches. a physical pain in my chest. understanding doesn't come with the territory of making things easier. my life is much like a coldplay song. sounding a little unrealistic, but the depth of sadness feels very real. i need happiness to seep through this despair soon...