blues and greens

i think i may move to maryland. fresh start, new struggles, old struggles with new faces. the feeling of hunger being a regular part of the routine, but pockets filled with the same things: chapstick, telephone, and bobbi-pins, and maybe on a good day a few pennies and a nickel. i will need to take my bicycle because i doubt that i will be taking my car... unless by some miricle it will not break down cross country. a dumpy little appartment with amazing people to share it with. job-hunting and new people...but always having the old ones in my heart. the humid air. the cold. the ocean. the city. i will day dream all day today.........